"When I ´m lonesome , what can I bring out?"
There is realy no reason for such resigned statements. You can effect a lot of usefill things indeed. A careless throwed away cigarette can cause a prairie - fire, a little pebble can cause an avalanche of boulders. You know the well known domino effect. One domino falls and and knocks down the next one...
Don´t make a secret of your secession from the church. If you are satisfied with your new car, you will tell people about it. You make public relation fpr your favourite party, your hair - dresser, and you are wearing clothes with the striking lables.
You are doing things of such kind without realising it. You want to help other people by giving them good advice in order to find the right solutions.
Please help to make public relation for a sucession from the church, there are good reasons to do so!